I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it’s not the answer.

Jim Carrey (via quote-book) Saturday Nov 11 @ 04:51am

school

sch tmr.

i thought i would be all sad and mopey but i am strangely devoid of any emotions. everything’s just very ‘matter-of-fact’.. school tomorrow? oh.

well, time to pack my bag i guess.

Sunday Apr 4 @ 02:04am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

Saturday Apr 4 @ 02:59am

idk why i admired you before, i guess i was blind

bc you’re such a hipster tryhard i feel embarrassed reading your blog

Monday Apr 4 @ 11:14am

WHY THE FUCK CAN’T I DYE MY BLONDE HAIR AWAY URGGGGH IT’S SO FRUSTRATING!!!!! FFFUUUUUU.

Saturday Apr 4 @ 06:07am

orientation ‘11

hmm.. where do i start?

it was ok, wasn’t as fun as i expected but it wasn’t as bad as i feared either. the people there are quite different from the people i/we usually associate with but i’ll get used to it.
i made a couple of friends, i really got along well with one of them. it was surprisingly easy- making friends. maybe it’s staying as friends that’s the hard part, haha.
boys.. hmm i got used to them quick. but i found some of them so VERY irritating. but i’m just gonna ignore them so it’s ok.

most of the people there are older than me though, but age is just a number right? some of the seniors are annoying but some are qt. it’s like that everywhere i guess. anyway, everything is good so far. well, i did make an effort to enjoy myself and i guess i did.. to a certain extent.

i felt uncomfortable at some points of the orientation. just this sudden sense of fear and loneliness, the feeling you get on the first day of school, you know? wanting to go home so badly, feeling so helpless and suffocated. i missed some people so bad i almost felt like crying. and then desperately looking for someone, anyone, you know in a sea of unfamiliar faces. it felt like i was p1 again. overall it was a weird feeling and i hated it.
thankfully it went away soon. but it left a bitter taste on my mouth that stayed the whole day. it didn’t help that it happened to be my dad’s birthday yesterday and i was quite unhappy i didn’t get to spend it with him.

ps. i did found one of the guys in my class mildly attractive, lol. he was real stylish~ but my interest in him was short-lived cos his personality is pretty shitty. sigh, what a waste.

Friday Apr 4 @ 01:15am

GET OFF THE COM

MUST GET THINGS DONE

Wednesday Apr 4 @ 12:09am